Yo yo yo...

For some strange reason i can't read my 1st blog...am I a blog looney??? actually don't answer that question.

Well i have pretty much had 3 weeks off - not intentionally mind you but its the nature of being a freelance and trying to break into the media world. Its tough, so many people want to do it and so few jobs.

Juliana, you're right... i had the whole identity crisis thing going on when i worked in HK for 5 years...chinese poeple regarded me as a "gwai mui" and westerners saw me as a chinese girl...so i pretty much ended up with no friends ...cue the music. Ok i am exaggerating a bit ...but did feel slightly isolated. Sometimes I wished i wasn;t so stubborn and came home earlier but i wanted to prove a point. I chose to go to HK to work after Uni as i really wanted to become a HK actress...only to find that when i went there it was mega materialistic and unless you are a beauty pagent queen you're not gonna get anywhere...another thing is all the girls are tiny ...no t*ts or a*se and chinese poeple are not shy about telling you to your face that you are FAT...so damn rude.

I love travelling and have been to Vietnam. So many countries to see in the world and so little money. You're so lucky to have a good job. You see, i can;t do an office job and my only passion is TV/Film, but its so damn difficult. Everyone asks me why i still do it as i am forever poor. But i say i would rather be poor and content then rich and bored sh*tless.

I would recommend Cambodia for a holiday destination, its a beautiful country and i had a whale of a time.

Currently i am snuggled up in bed with a hot lemsip. I've managed to get a cold over the weekend. I blame my boyfriend for passing it on to me. But thank god i am a girl as if i was a bloke i am sure i will be whinging 50 times more then i am now.

Its cold here but overall its been a pretty mild winter.

Hope you're having a nice day back at work...dont work too hard.

Tx